开心的日子!

2011-05-29T22:12:00.003+08:00

& so on 22nd May, we celebrate our dear SHISHI's bdae! :DD
Didn't went to USS but we still had lots of fun and photos!
Hope you enjoyed being a "Princess" for one day!
Love yaaaaaaa!

Work over at BGC = Getting more and more stressed up!
I don't like this kind of job, as in,
worrying about the start and end of the month
& rushing things out before deadline.
Lucky I need not be working in an office environment in the near future :(
Anyway, this week gonna be like hell,
I hope I won't die and get toooo busy!

Need to do some praying for Grandpa this coming Thurs,
which I haven manage to get a half-day leave yet :(
1 year since his death.
Whenever I speak about him......
Idk, is just too painful to see him gone like that,
on a random road, with nobody beside him.
Worth glad for that he died at the age of 87,
but I am just too selfish to want those whom I cherish to be around forever.
I miss you grandpa.
Always rmb how we held hands over at the hos.
We will all be fine :)

Met up with SHISHI and Sinyee today!
Done lots of shopping for presents!
I feel happy when I bought something that I know my friend will love it.
Also met up with my secondary school classmates!
2years since we last met!

My cute little Korean friend is going to UK to study and will be back only 5 years later.
Makes me wonder what will actually happen 5 years later?
& when we meet up after 5 years, how will all of us behave?
We shall see, 5 years.
Anyway I wish him all the best, really cute that we can now
communicate in Chinese with him!
His Chinese is really good! :DD
I feel sad when my friends leave for another country,
but as long as we are all fighting towards our dreams!
Hope to see them soon! :D

& also managed to see my dear Manna.
Awesome feeling.
Those tears, I know how we both feel.
& also Huolin and Joseph! :D
Yay I love meet ups!

SO TODAY IS SUNDAY.
MEANS TOMORROW IS MONDAY.
ANOTHER 5 MORE DAYS TO KL.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
I HATE MONDAY :(

2011-05-21T21:09:00.003+08:00

A few more updates yaaa! :)

Finally got a computer and a phone on my desk!
& also my own email over at BGC!
They promised that they won't make me feel idle anymore!
Guess there will be lots of stuff coming!

Shishi's bdae celebration tomorrow!
Over at USS! (Okay just the outside of USS)
Lots of photos with the awesome babe ya!
& all the meet up!
Hope to hit 1k photos on FB tomorrow wahaha! (Although others already hit a few K)
Just 29 moreeeee!

KL trip comfirmed!
4th-6th Juneeeeee.
Yay, lots of photos and Xuepinggggggg!

& also meeting up sessions that I had with my girls!
Been 1 year plus since I last saw them.
Awesome feeling.

Got rejected by NTU scholarship!
So time to really settle down and think of which Uni to go to.

Kitkat last roadshow today, Yipppeeeeee!
No more work on weekends! :D Only some tuition.
Super nice experience and memory with Kitkat.
DUPERRRR! :)
Oh ya and papa always send and fetch me home from work! <3

Brother is going TW next tues ----- SUPER envious.
Parents going HK during Aug.
All going overseas but not going as a fam!
Hope to have one soooonnnn. Like Korea!

Yay I love Super Junior! SUJU!
Ryeowook and Donghae and just too many to mention!
They are yummy yumm!

Okay thats all for now.

Oh ya, that charcoal girl over at the photo is MC.
MC, be strong :)

2011-05-17T22:07:00.005+08:00

Been soooooo long!

A few updates!

Currently working under my ex-agent over at BGC.
Feel like an extra there cos they totally
have nothing for me to do!
Can be quite busy sometimes but most of the time...............
helping my friends to staple stuff and so on :/

Had quite a number of outings, duper duper fun!
Another one coming up this Sunday, Shishi's bdae!
Lovely!

KL trip from 4th to 6th of June!
With my sister, MC and Shishi.
Can't wait babes!

Maybe another Taiwan trip before Uni starts!
Another Msia trip during October! :)

Got rejected by NUS scholarship!

Got into Chemical Eng for both NTU & NUS.

Left with less than 2 weeks to choose either of them.

Ehhhh, what else?

Not that I know of yet.

More comin up soon!
Lots of photos up on FB!

Busy weeks ahead!

Oh ya one last update: I have this BIG pimple right under my nose, arrgh. Stupid pinky!

2011-05-07T00:34:00.003+08:00

Fuck.
Just when I thought today is a great day.
Fuck you.
Fuck.
Met people who doesn't appreciate your effort,
look you down like an asshole and dirt & fking lazy people.

F.

2011-04-29T15:55:00.004+08:00

Singtel, you know what?
I want to thank you for being so effective by solvng an internet connection
problem in just less than 2 days!
To be exact, more than one day.
Well but at least you solved it in less than 2 days right :)
WHAT THE HELL.

2011-04-25T16:52:00.003+08:00

I love this photo :)
Taken during Xmas celebrations over at Orcharddddd!

Anyway, some updates:

Working as a part-time promoter for Kit Kat on weekends!
Most likely not finding a tempt job anymore and will be giving tuition instead. Hope it will successful ya!
Cut bangs and rly am not used to it!
Watched HOP the movie -- rly cute and nice I swearrrr! :)
Had my first volunteering work -- super duper tiring! Carried buckets of sand, setting up tables and sweeping the floor.
Muscles ache like hellllllll. But met super nice people and had a great dayyyy.
Met up with my lovely darlings for Bowling, had a rly great time and laugh :D

You can't have a better tomorrow if you don't stop thinking about ytday.
Yea rightttttt, lets all move on.
I am not gonna think about unnecessary stuff, we all deserve someone good :)

2011-04-17T23:38:00.006+08:00

Still couldn't find a tempt job but currently holding some part time ones! :) Posted on my FB ytday that I love KitKat! I rly do!
Then you know what? Got this KitKat promoter job today :D
Only there to replace somebody but great experience! Smiling can be real tiring you know. Took a cabby there and daddy fetched me home. WAHAHA. We were allow to bring some choco home too!

Yippeeeeee, save my $$ to buy choco over the next few weeks. Just can't wait for more things and stuff to keep myself occupied!

2011-04-16T17:05:00.006+08:00

Getting sick of rotting at home!

Can't wait for volunteering work & outings next week :)

2011-03-31T12:07:00.006+08:00

Sooooooooooooo much to say!
Happy things do come to an end I guess!
Emilene's last day ytday, cookies, fun, laughters and photos! :D
My last day will be this coming Saturday
& seriously wonder how will I feel.
Though the job is boring, dry & make us real sleepy,
we always find things to keep ourselves entertained!
All the scoldings we got because of our loud laughters,
all the lunch breaks, lonely PM shifts, never ending tidbits that we bought,
Starhub biscuits, writting of payslips, cannot hit stats, provisioned wrongly
& the list just goes on........

Most importantly, we get to know one another :)

Never expect to meet such nice colleagues, seriously.
Maybe becos we are all tempt staffs and are around the same age,
want to thank them for taking such good care of us and all the fun they gave.
We might not meet up that often or won't be in contact anymore
but the memories that you guys gave.....precious :)

2011-03-20T18:58:00.002+08:00

Seriously no time for myself and
other stuffs because of this job.
But still, I need the moneyyyyyyyyy!
Still far from my 5k goal but I guess I am going to tender tmr.
Plan to rest and voluntary work at SPCA or something! :D
& then a sales job, I want to sell baby products!
Those mini clothes and lovely babies will surely make my day!
Lovely colleagues over at Starhub who rly take care of you!
Just submitted my NTU application
& later for NUS.
Lets just hope we won't have any regrets!
AWESOME day with my darlings ytday! :D
& lookin forward to more meet up with my honeys!
Love!

2011-03-11T22:45:00.001+08:00

Feelin super moody today for so many reasons.
Sucks to be me.

2011-02-28T22:39:00.002+08:00

The results we are getting this coming fri just determine everything.
Our future and are our efforts and time for the 2yrs worth it?
I don't dare to think cause it is just so unpredictable.
But I just hope that we will all be fine.
Can't wait but at the same time, afraid.
Shit happened these few days
but there are still some awesome stuffs going on.
Shall see wass coming up next!

2011-02-20T23:46:00.002+08:00

Been sooooooooo long!
Too busy with work & when it is my off/rest day,
I will just spend my time sleeping or hanging out with lovely ones!
Work is really awesome with all the nice people around
& also YAY to the BBQ that we just had :D
Had dinner with my girls just now, Marche.
Yes yes to the atmosphere and food but no no to the price!
Alevel results should be out pretty soon
and time to make tough decisions again.

2011-01-30T22:24:00.001+08:00

Working 7 days consecutively for this week is not funny at all.
Feel soooo sick now!
Almost off everyday for the follow week!
Happy Chinese New Year people! :D

2011-01-23T21:54:00.005+08:00

A short update about wass up recently!

Work is tiring but of course, with my lovely colleagues,
I will endure this no-life-job for now.

Met up with my muffin a few days ago!
Her name is Jiamin.
Wenta BORDERS, bought novels, cookies, shopping
and of course, UPDATE about our life.
Been 1 yr plus since I last met her
& you know what, I really appreciate and cherish the r/s we have now.

A dinner treat for my family since I am like earning some cash now.
Love my fam fam :D

Henderson Wave with Nanyang sistazxsxzxz today!
Awesome!
Adventure, photos, food, laughters, shouts & UPDATE.
Photos here.
Lovely people & really hope to see them soon,
esp those who couldn't make it today! :(

My niece, Chervell, is 1 mth old.
My first time seeing her today &
she is really really tiny and fragile.
I feel super amazed and happy about this small little life.
A life that was created...A living thing.
It's a life!
She is really cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!

I want to have babies too!
Of course not now, but really, been havin this thought for sooooo long!
But I don't know if I can take this HUGE responsibility.
Being 24/7 for this little life when they are young & forever,
like what our parents are doing for us now.

& also, saw a lot of couples recently.
& also asked a lot of my friends and fam about their
feelings when there is this special someone always there for you.
Yayyyyy, I think I learnt quite a lot! :D
I will wait for my turn then!
Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

I don't wish to say this, but,
BACK TO WORK TMR, ARRGHHHHHH!!!

2011-01-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

That special someone who will just bring more colours into your life.
When this person will be so important and perfect to you,
I wonder how does it feel.
Ah, lets wait for the good things.

2011-01-14T08:01:00.002+08:00

This menses cramp is killin me.
Pls just let everything get back on track.

Saw many NYJCians over at circle line everyday.
I miss wearing sch U.
I miss going to NYJC.
I miss all the lunch breaks in NYJC.
In short, I miss Nanyang!
Innocent environment and people.
But lets move on!

2011-01-12T22:53:00.004+08:00

I do want to help my friends but
I am really tired with my own work and stuff everyday.
I am willing to help but when there are like
constantly msgs almost everyday asking you abt the job in starhub,
how irritated can you be?
I've helped one, two three and so on.
Repeating the same details over and over again.
I found all these details myself, I tried to find them before asking
although I dun have anyone to ask.
I know it is always good to have someone telling you everything first,
I hope to have a friend like that too.
But I am really tired of spoon feeding and getting myself into unnecessary troubles.
& there is no point asking so many details when u haven even get the job.

I am really tired, I have my own things to cope with, really.

2011-01-09T00:24:00.004+08:00

MY TAGBOX GOT VIRUS

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

WTH :(

2011-01-02T19:56:00.012+08:00

First of all, Happy 2011 people! :D

Had lunch buffet on the 31st with my awesome clique.
Raffles to Chinatown to IKEA over at Queenstown.
Photos here
I love IKEA, love those showrooms & the furniture.
Bought myself a pillow meant for huggingggg!
Wanted to bring to my workplace :D
I love furniture made of wood, really nice!
Countdown and fireworks with my lovely fam and friends.
Yes, over at Khatib.
I know it is ulu but it was so crowded
& the fireworks are really super nice,
maybe even better than places like Marina. (Okay, maybe not)

Went back to work ytday & I felt really sick and tired.
Boo boo.
& then was Grandma's bdae celebration.
Most of us were there and I had lots of fun.
My little nephew is so damn cute
& he loves to play with me.
Birds of a feather flock together, I guess :D
& Another good news is, my niece was born on Dec 31st.
A premature baby, by a few weeks.
Seriously thought that she would be a 2011 baby.
Another nephew on the way in a few weeks time! :D
Grandpa must has planned all these!

My brother left for India today, school exchange.
& he just finished his FYP like ytday night?
I pity him, haven't been resting well for months.
Yay I will miss him :D

Today is yet another boring day.
Idk why I feel so tired after work today.
& the transport fee is like killin me, $3 to and fro.
In the past, I can survive at least 3 days with $3.
Seriously hate growing up, haha.
Feelin real pissed today, just not in the right mood.
& you know what, have to work tomorrowwwwwww.
Okay, think about the $$$$$.

Got to know that Ms Poey was diagnosed with cancer.

I was a primary school kid back then

& she seriously have a healthy look and smile.

Never expect that something like that will happen.

No one will.

I hope for the best and is proud of the encouragements

and hopes that she can give even when she is ill.

The photo that I like most

Super big strawberry cake! Yummy yum yum! It look small here though!

2010-12-31T11:20:00.004+08:00

The very last of 2010 :D

Don't try to forget the bad memories you had in 2010,
keep them in your heart instead.
These memories allow us to become who we are today,
stronger, tougher.
Do talk about them often & you will realized how much you have learnt.
& for the sweet memories, they will be the strength
for us to overcome future challenges in 2011 and many yrs to come.
Super proud of what I've written, HAHA.

Yay, HAPPY 2011 :D

I hope 2011 will be awesome for all of us, esp to my family!
Lunch buffet and countdown later, lets enjoy the very last moment tog
& bid 2010 goodbye with our lovely smiles.

2010-12-28T21:49:00.004+08:00

Sometimes all I need is someone to listen to me,
listen to how I feel & what I have got to say.
Find this extremely difficult these few days.
I thought this will be easy since I have always
tried to be a listener to people who needs me.
Although I didn't expect any returns when I was a listener,
I still feel bad when it is my turn to need someone,
there aren't many.
So does that mean that I have to be the bad one
& stop listening to others in order not to expect too much in the future?
But then again, life goes on even w/o you.
So solve the problem yourself and move on!

Am feelin real confused these few days.
I need to end this.

2010-12-26T22:03:00.001+08:00

We will see how it goes these few days, omggggggggggg! :D

Changed my blog song, totally express my mood.

2010-12-23T21:36:00.004+08:00

It is an awesome christmas & yet, it is a bad one too.

I hate all these sucky things.

2010-12-22T00:13:00.004+08:00

Another $68 dollars earned today! :D
$445, before CPF, SAD.
Hope to hit a few K before quitting.

New training tmr, but I have the day off.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, have to learn from my team mates then!
Idk what to say for this job.
Kind of stress cause we will have to meet quotas
& I am like super slowwwwwww!
Still have a few weeks to buck up!

Guess no job on earth is gonna be soo suitable for you yea?
Pros and cons, accept them & learn.
I so gonna grow up,
I DON'T WANT TO THINK LIKE A KID ANYMORE.

Cheers!
Meeting my darlings tomorrowwwww, yay yay!

Am working on christmas and 1st Jan = DOUBLE PAY.

KA CHING!!! $_$

2010-12-19T15:03:00.003+08:00

Work is tedious and tiring, like seriously.
What motivates me to work harder is the pay.
16/hr on Christmas, yayyyyyyyy!!!
Training team members are awesome but
we will be following our shifts starting from tmr :(
I AM ON PM SHIFT TMR,
& I guess I have to settle my own dinner A-L-O-N-E.
Cos we haven really got to interact with other tempt staffs :(
I know it is kind of childish that I am actually whining but
I really hate eating alone.
Guess I have to learn then!
Learn to do these kind of things &
I hope to meet more nice people!

I've earned 300+ for these 5 days! :D
Plus my bursary, I can really see improvements in my bank balance!
Never going to spend so much anymoreeee!

Ah, & I hope everything goes well tomorrow!

2010-12-13T22:32:00.004+08:00

Last day of freedom.

Starting work tomorrow, a sudden notice.
Pay is good & I made friends during the interview.
My only worry is that the place is damn ulu
and my latest shift ends at 10pm.
Aw, no choice.

Gonna be a long day tmr.
I have to be at Raffles at 8am to sign my contract
and reach Tai Seng, which is my workplace, at 9.30am.
I better walk faster tomorrow.
Ah, and this damn menses cramp
is killing me for 2 damn full days.
Seriously, what's wrong with my body?
Just hope the cramp will be over by tmr, please :(

Will be back, soon.

2010-12-09T10:20:00.004+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

*Repeat chorus 3x*

********
For 0912 :)

Prom is finally over.
Quite a disappointment.
Didn't take a lot of photos as our cameras are sick,
giving photos that are super blur.
Was kind of disappointed with the whole event,
the food, little photos and so on.
Wenta Clarke Quay after that & we just feel soooo much better!
It's my first time being there aft midnight.
Awesome atmosphere and the breeze :)
& with awesome girls, thank you for everything :D
Would like to experience this again with my future, someone special.

Prom is a disappointment but friends are not :D

Now that Prom is over, I have to start applying for jobs againnnnnnnnnnnn!

2010-12-07T15:51:00.002+08:00

FIRST: I HATE PROM.

Spent so much money on things that I feel are not worth for.
A dress that is super expensive & which I don't really like
and lots of effort in settling other stuffs.
Make up and hairdo? Whatever, just do whatever I can.
Not going to spend money for someone to do it for me.
Seriously not looking forward to it at all,
like a nightmare that I hope to be over soon.
But well, I will still try to enjoy myself
& eat all the yummy yum food.
I am only looking forward to the food :)

Applied for jobs but no replies.
Sis is going for further studies next yr,
& most likely Uni for me.
I hope to earn more money during this holiday
so that I can just spend my own $$ during Uni.
Have to apply more after prom is over.

I feel super unhappy these few days, main culprit = prom.
Had bdae celebration for grandpa last week.
A bdae celebration but w/o him.

Ah I HATE PROM.

2010-12-05T08:51:00.002+08:00

Msia tomorrow! :D

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

2010-11-24T07:59:00.009+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Notice how the colour changes?!?
Ah just too much time to do this kind of labour-intensive stuff :D
Cause Alevel is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, over over over over over!!!
(I still have one paper next week)
But congrats to the rest of 0912!
Can feel that they are really super enthu! (enthu in showing off to us)
Yay I love 0912!

Anyway, 3 words to describe my life in JC, Pain but Gain.
It's a torture to be constantly bombarded wth exams.
& I didn't really get a good rest for this 2 yrs,
cause there were challenges for EVERY long holiday that I had.
First it was dengue which totally spoilt my dec holiday as
I was rushing thru to study for the block test after that.
8 days of hospitalization = hell.

& then june, Grandpa passed away on the 2nd week of my hols.
The toughest period.
I learnt to control my emotions after that.
I tried not to talk about him, think about him, till A is over.
Just too fast for my family and me to react,
and till right now, I still can't really get over the fact.

I miss you.
But for all the tortures that you have been thru,
maybe we should let you go.

After my grandpa's funeral, I had to squeeze everything
in my head in 1 week plus time for my MYE.
Wenta school with MC from morn till night.
Never want to go thru long study periods anymore!

& just after a few weeks of MYE is our Prelim & then mock exam & the final A.
Super glad that everything is over,
that I have reached my last lap, just a few more steps to go.
Tiny little steps! :D
Ah but leave that to next monday.
Now should all be abt fun, how am I going to slack till I rot.

Anyway, I have lots of photos that I would like to share,
but I don't have that patience, so maybe one a day, hahaha.

Pain less than gain.
All the friends that I have made in NYJC = Awesome!
Friends who stay by me this 2 yrs = Thank you for everything, really.
My family = w/o the pain that we have all gone thru together, we will never ever come this close.
Thanks to dengue and the power of Grandpa that brings this family together.

I will never be able to endure the pain in JC w/o my clique.
W/o the laughters and sarcasm, I will never come so far :)

Now that I am super free, people, ASK ME OUT.
I want to go Sentosa! The beach! :D
Many things waiting for me!
Volunteering work, prom night, overseas trip & lastly apply for a job -.-
I want to work at the universal studios,
somewhere where I will have fun and make lots of friends.
Maybe a mascot? Haha.

THIS.IS.LIFE.

2010-11-20T20:11:00.002+08:00

Dear Econs,
why aren't you as cute as Park Tae Hwan and Ryuosuke Irie?
If you are such an cutie, I will definitely enjoy my time
by just looking at you and know you upside down.
Too bad but you are not.
Maybe I will treat you like one these few days
but after Alevel, you will turn back to an ugly frog! :)
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
Park Tae Hwan and Irie are super duper handsomeeeeeeeee!
I love the way they swim and their muscles, yummy yum!

Back to my favourite subject, econs.

2010-11-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

I had a bad day because of the damn Econs.
Econs, I WILL OWN YOU IN PAPER 2.
Not going to let you bring me down again.

3 more papers.

2010-11-08T08:19:00.002+08:00

Any idea why am I so early? HAHA.
Cause I can't get back to sleep!
I am so nervous, or excited?
Not excited to do the paper but to finish it ya.
& I feel nervous for the geog students.
TMR IS THE START OF MY ALEVEL!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ.
Not prepared, really, somehow neglected my Phy.
But anyway, JUST GO FOR IT.

8th? 21 more days to freedom,
actually is 15 more days - for those who don't have Phy -.-
15 15 15!
& then I can go wild and be in my lala land.
I hope I can sleep well tonight.
Back on 23rd!

GOOD LUCKY.

2010-11-06T08:42:00.003+08:00

I hope this will be the last time I update till A is over.
Cause I don't want to have sth to update during the exam period,
like how I screwed the paper or something, TOUCH WOOD.
Okay, A is 2 days away, 1 more for geog students.
No confidence, but I will just try my best.
I wonder where to get that confidence.
& like what Ms Raj said, I don't want to be the one
crying and whining after GP.
GP, I hate you and I gonna do whatever I can to get a pass.

It's saturday, 6th?
Last paper on 29th.
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Get this over and done with, people!
Ace them.
AAA/A

2010-10-31T23:35:00.002+08:00

Im doing GP now, Im doing GP, yes I am doing,
but just a small little break! :D
7 more days?
6 for the geog students.
My heart beats super fast whenever I count the no. of days left.
Unprepared I would say.
No amount of revisions make us feel prepared.
Just too many topics to focus on & only 2 grades that you can get - A/B
Thats the reality, SIGHHHH. :(

I gonna gonna gonna gonna endure these.

2010-10-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

Today is 30th?
So that will be 9 more days to Alevel, less than 9.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGZXZXZXZ.

Wenta school yesterday & happened to
meet some of the teachers.
They make me feel that my revision schedule
now is superrrrrr wrong :(
Like I am not putting more effort in the subjects
that I am very weak at, like that GP and Econs.
But thanks to them, I've decided to spare more time for these 2.
Can't afford to fail these two.

Life sucks.
But wait till Alevel is over.
*Wink wink*

2010-10-25T13:38:00.002+08:00

A break from all the books!

Send an encouraging text to your friend when you can! :)
I did one today.
If you can make someone happier, why not?
ALL THE WAY JIAMIN!!! :)

Special thanks to my JC girls for the lunch on my bdae!
& the chocolates, MC! :)

Also, to Ling & Jie, for the wonderful surprise, balloons and love.
The photos you guys gave are reallyy nice!
Photos of us, my fam and my JC friends, thanks to you 2 girls.
See you guys soon :)

15 days to Alevel.
I am not doing as much as what I've did for my prelim and previous exams.
Idk why, perhaps just mentally tired and want it to be over real soon.
But ofc, we can't slack, at this point of time.

I want to do lots of thingsssssssssssssss!

2010-10-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

No pain, no gain.
Should be surfing the net for GP stuffs
& yet I still end up here :)

I haven really talk to my mum these few days,
due to trivial stuffs that just keep on accumulating.
& I really hate being this way, but only if she stops behaving that way.
I will talk to her soon :'(

Stay strong people!

My 18

2010-10-22T12:16:00.001+08:00

I am 18 :)
A big big thanks to all for the wishes and for being a part of my life :D
Photos soon!

Alevel, I will own you.

2010-10-19T09:44:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I got scared by how close Alevel is right now.
Although most of the time we are just
too busy doing the revisions and then the day just goes by,
there are times where I stop & think.
19 days? Soon it will be 15 & then 10 & so on.
I wasn't so nervous when I took Olevel,
cause there were alternatives.
This, no, not at all.

Skipped Math mock paper today.
Just too tired.
Econs mock tmr, Chem the next and then Phy.
Though they are just mock papers, they are still killing my brain cells.
Letting out a big big SIGH.
I know I can change something, but just no motivation.
I will, I want & I can.

2010-10-15T14:02:00.002+08:00

It's our Graduation Day.

Wonderful day, wonderful principal, wonderful teachers, wonderful friends, wonderful videos and a wonderful sch.
Seriously, I feel so much for this sch.
Today = Awesome.
Lots of photos with classmates!
"Farewell" gifts, hugs, laughters.
Thank you for the gifts people! :D
Never going to forget this day
& now, lets settle down, & get what we want.
ALEVEL.

& yes!
Memories of my sec grad day! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Makes me feel sweet!
Don't be jealous, shermane.

Back to work.
23 days of hard work and 80 years of joy.

2010-10-12T17:10:00.002+08:00

Just need that motivation and drive to keep me going on.
But sometimes, I really just lose them & I will just stare blankly.
Why am I stuck in a room and have to do never ending papers, never ending qns.
I am losing it right now.
Maybe because of the long day I had.
I so gonna enjoy myself and go crazy after the damn A.
It's like a torture, for these 2 years.
Ah, soon it will be over, and forever.

Back to work, of course, what else can I do?

2010-10-06T23:26:00.002+08:00

No time for drama,

no time for computer,

no time for slacking around.

Can't afford to be doing these when Alevel is 30 days away,

though I am still doing it :(

I guess I am tired, getting lesser and lesser things done each day.

Gotta push ourselves futher,

push myself further.

It's a crucial period & I don't want any regrets.

Go on.

2010-10-03T09:18:00.002+08:00

These few days are really bad.
We are starting on INTENSIVE revision since
Alevel is just like 35 days away?
I guess everyone is in a bad shape or soon to be.
I hate it when we really have to put in all our effort into it,
working hard is not enough.
It's not like Olevel where we have alternative routes,
now, everything is about grade A.
JC JC JC, worst journey in our life so far.
Just wanna get it over and done with.

Having a bad sore throattttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

2010-09-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

I can't say prelim is over,
cause I still have a Physics paper 1 next week.
Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
But we already started slacking after our math papers.
Last week was so horrible,
with all the papers squeezed together.
Lucky it's all over.
Last lap right now, the big A monster.

I became super naggy these few weeks,
talked a lot, screamed a lot and laughed a lot.
Maybe cos I have so much to update my friends! :D
So bear with it and just be entertained by my interesting stories, my friends! :D
OH YA, am so addicted into Itazura na Kiss!
Addicted at the wrong time lah, just right before Alevel.
Spent too much time watching it => these few days SUPER SLACK.
Also started watching Korean version of Playful Kiss.
So many things to watch, hohoho.
But gotta restrict myself, I can't carry on slacking like that.
A is not over yetttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. :(

Had pepper lunch with friends ytday, super fun.
If only Shermane is there too! :DD
Ah har! Wednesday was so exciting!
Most thrilling school journey.
For more info, go to MC's blog.
But I think we told everyone about our adventure already :D

Last Sun was the 100th day after Grandpa's death.
Prayed, meet up with LOTS OF RELATIVES.
Lots of food, lots of laughters.
If he didn't pass away, he will be able to welcome the 2 new members into our family.
2 new babies :D His great grandchildren. WOW!
He will be looking over us & we will all be safe.
I still keep the messages from the hospital.
I just feel that whenever I read the messages and look at the date,
the date that he isn't gone yet.
I feel that I can turn back time thru this way.
I miss you.

I will work double harder for this last lap.

2010-09-13T13:53:00.003+08:00

Be grateful!

It it always periods like this where you need
lots of encouragement and love from the people ard you.
I am grateful for those around me right now.
My parents, who hate to see me studying too much.
A sister who is always there & let me whine to her all day.
My brother, constantly demoralize me by saying how
stupid I am compared to him & then a few sentences that
show that he actually care for me.

Friends who never blame me for neglecting them for months :)
Friends who are fighing this Alevel monster with me :)

They make this journey less torturing.
Cause just when I am so stressed up about my studies,
I can always text them.
& also, I LOVE WATCHING TV WITH MY FAM :)

2 months+ more to the end of Alevel.
Prelim starts tomorrow.

2010-09-07T07:57:00.002+08:00

We gotta have our butts sticked to the chair the whole dayyyyyy.
There is just no much time left.

So much to do after A! :D
GET A FUN JOB,
overseas trip with family after I earn some $$,
volunteering work with MC,
learn some cooking skillls & so on.
Finally, after so many yrs of schooling, it's time to
really enjoy and do what I want.
Yayyyyyyy just can't wait!
No regrets on results day & try your best now.

2010-09-01T21:43:00.004+08:00

Searching up for some useful information for my GP.
Well, just hope that my efforts will produce some results!

I want to comment bout something.
I came across this bastard, he is a shame, an extreme one.
I felt like killin him when I know how unscrupulous he is, haha.
& I still feel like doin it right now.
I can't believe that this "love" can be so fragile,
or is there any love in the first place?
Maybe he is still immature, puerile,
then, just don't get a girlfriend.
What he did is an insult.
Getting a girlfriend is not about making you look cooler or "marketable",
it won't help on you.
The girl will find someone else who is just so much better than you,
cause it's just too easy.
& I must really not judge a book by its cover haha.

Once they get the girls they want, they are not obliged to entertain you anymore.

But still, I believe love can still be sweeeet!

2010-08-31T07:56:00.002+08:00

I want to get out of this, by myself.
There are just too many other things
worth the time for, worth the feelings for.
You might not feel any happier if you get back
the things or people you once had in your life.
You think you will becos you hope for things to be the same & think they will.

This coming Friday will be the start of prelim, GP.
Just can't help feeling hopeless each time
I get back the GP tests results.
& then will be prelim for other subs(less than a month) -> 1 month of schooling -> Alevel.
Just wanna get all this shit over with my friends.
We are like having no life right now.

From now on

2010-08-14T09:26:00.004+08:00

Just too busy to update anything!
A is coming & we are all working hard for it.
I hope I am working hard enough.
I don't wanna leave any regrets.
80 plus days left and I have to change my results.
GOO!!

2010-07-27T18:45:00.002+08:00

I missed my first lesson of the day, hahaha :(
I didn't know that it starts at 7.30 instead of 9.
& it's my worst subject, GP :(
Ahh, stupid me.
Not that great to skip any lesson now,
cause every lesson matters!

Assembly is about our MYE results.
Super cool honour roll schoolmates
& motivation talk by Mr Kwek.
"Work hard now & get our 82 years of happiness."
I will, we will.
& yes, I MUST PASS MY GP!!!!!!!!!

Nothing interesting nowadays.
HAHAHA, so bye!
Oh yea, school gave each of us a windmill today!
That shall be my motivation for Alevel.

Started

2010-07-22T21:24:00.002+08:00

Tiny little break for me from all the revision homework.
Like so much to do for one day.
Yes, MYE just ended less than 2 weeks ago?
But right now, we are preparing for our Prelims,
in like less than 2 months time.
The time table is out.
Just didn't expect that everything will be moving on so fast,
much faster than what I've expected.
4 months.
Moving on with my own pace
& just hope that everything goes on smoothly.
School gonna be even more hectic
& less time for us to enjoy.
Regretted coming into a JC?
I don't know.

But still, can't wait for A to end :)
Get a job.
Apply for Uni.
New Uni life.
EXCITING.

huh?

2010-07-19T18:23:00.003+08:00

Aiyoyo, why so many things to do?
I thought MYE just ended huh.
Like a never ending journey with strong waves
hitting you one after another.
Less than 4 months to Alevel &
our school been urging us to work hard.
I believe we all will, right now all the way to A,
we must & we should.
Super short break over, time to work hard!

& my mum is crazy over the show "Ai".
Everyday, from today onwards, OMG.

think

2010-07-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

It's all about Math today.
Pissed off by Poisson Distribution tutorial
& I have a strong instinct that the next killer will be Normal Distribution.
Definitely not normal at all.

So much for the day.
I hope I feel happier soon.

2010-07-16T16:15:00.009+08:00

My newly created sims gave birth not only to one baby,
but instead, a pair of twins!
I WAS so happy.
But my sims are going bonkers
cause of the babies, hahaha!
I think they getting depression.
They are now childrens already,
at least they know how to bathe themselves
& poo poo & sleep & whatever.
Now I have to think of another story! :)

Feeling bad these few days &
I hate my cramps.
When I feel bad, everything just seems bad.
All the negative thoughts.
I thought about grandpa, problems, future
& everything seems so bad & hopeless.

& then, Math sup lecture tmr, SATURDAY, wth.
Perhaps a movie this weekend
& a night over at my grandma's.

why now?

2010-07-14T21:19:00.002+08:00

I know it will come sooner or later,
BUT I STILL HATE IT!
Menses cramppppp! :'(
Maybe it will be a good excuse for me to skip school tmr, haha.

Feeling pissed for no reason
& I had a long 3 hours nap just now! :)
The Noose is so funnyy
& I created a new family in The Sims!
They just got married and I created a party for them!
They are loving and gonna have a baby soon.
Hahahahahahahahaha, I will stop doing evil things to my sims.

I hope my life can be more happening :/

Disappointment

2010-07-13T14:14:00.002+08:00

Class grad photos taking today! :)
Our very last time taking a class photo,
had lots of fun!

Today is no lessons day,
only photos taking and a survey!
I really love Nanyang! Haha!
I love everything about Nanyang,
not just because of the free Magnum ice cream for all of us to celebrate Youth day,
half school day off due to world cup...
I don't know, I just love the way the school works :)
Yay, come to Nanyang!

Finally have time for myself these few days.
HK dramas with my siblings, The Noose, the sims and sleeping whole day = PERFECT!
We gonna finish the drama soon!
But school starts tmr, homework not done yet :/
I love NY!

It's always good to have concern from others when you are feeling bad.
Even better when you need not express your emotions & the person just know.
Maybe I shouldn't be greedy, all of us have our own problems.
No one can have their full attention on you, like a stalker :)
什么都好，可是亲情最好

Gonna have a wonderful weekend ahead!
I love you, Grandpa!

1 month

2010-07-12T16:53:00.002+08:00

1 month ago, this date.
I didn't expect to still cry over it,
to cry when I think about how much you suffered.
A bad night.

FAR TOO FREE

2010-07-11T21:32:00.005+08:00

I feel really bad today.
Maybe cause I am too free :)
too much time for me to think and imagine.
Wanted to enjoy myself real hard for this short holiday.
In the end, I stayed at home EVERYDAY.
Watched my dramas, slept super long
& the damn homework that was given.
I just don't feel like wasting the holiday just like that.
Like whats the diff between a school day?
Too bad, I don't have much friends!
Not everyone is as free as me :(
It makes me feel sad when I know I don't have much friends to date with.
I hope I have more life.
Also, of all the unpleasant things I saw today.
Hope to have some fun soon!

OH YA, NO SCH TOMORROW.
School gives us a day off cause of World Cup later.
Yay!

F***, I need to grow up & stop behaving like that.

The fun.

2010-07-09T16:57:00.002+08:00

SOOOOOO, MYE ended on Wednesday
& am trying hard to enjoy myself these few days!
Jap steamboat buffet after our last paper, YUMMY YUM!
Took whatever we could to make sure that our money is worth it.
In the end we ate all the cheap stuffs, like veges &
our favourite JING ZHENG GU :D

Then was Grandma house that night.
Been so long since I visit them because of my exam.
Nothing has changed.
I mean, of course there is this feeling that all of us have,
that he is no longer here with us.
But what's touching is that we are moving on,
we chatted, we laughed & we talked about grandpa.
Though we just sat down together and watch TV,
I still like that feeling.
Guess we all learnt to cherish the time that we can be together.
My little cousin said he hope that he can die
& I scolded him.
But his reason shocked me.
He said he want to accompany grandpa.
So sweet of him :)

Then was outing with NY babes ytday.
Wenta Chinatown for 10mins?
& then went DB & watched Toy Story 3! :D
Not bad! Had a great laugh!
I want to watch Despicable Me! :D
Then went Clarke Quay for our "night scenes".
Took photos.
Dinner over at Toa Payoh and homeeee.

SCHOOL TODAY.
Chem paper 1 and paper 3.
They spent hours going thru the paper :/
& after so many exams,
I hope that 人的得失心不要太重,
it will only bring you unnecessary sadness and worries.
I know my own limits and I will accept them :)
No point clinging onto something that doesn't belong to you.
Just go easy and I tried my best.
Disappointed? Try harder next time :)
I just hope that I will not disappoint myself for this exam.
I don't want to give myself excuses,
especially grandpa's incident.
Thats so rude.
I hope that I can prove that I am not affected.
I hope.

This blogskin is so cuteeeeee
but I think I gonna change again soon :)
GET WELL SOON JIEHUI! LOVE!

You're not alone

2010-07-04T12:26:00.002+08:00

Be responsible of your own life,
not just for the sake of yourself but also for others.
People who care and love you &
that your life is a part of theirs.
Yes I have full control over my life &
I live it the way that I want it to.
But I will learn to be responsible.
When you feel like ending everything, including your life,
think about others, think about your love ones.
You can just breakfree from all your sufferings & sadness
cause you won't be able to feel anything anymore.
But for those who are left behind, they still feel,
they have to accept the fact that you are gone
& go through the sadness that could have been avoided.

I will also learn to be responsible by being more independent
& show my parents what I am capable at.
You can do so by just studying hard,
get a good job and let them know that their efforts do pay off.
My life, doesn't only revolves around me me and me :)
Love my family.

not yet

2010-07-01T13:13:00.002+08:00

WE HATE THIS WEEK.
Stayed up late to prepare for the exam next day
& it is really LATE.
No more papers for this week! :)
The next few will be on Tues &
Wed will be my last paper! :D
Can't wait can't wait!

plans

2010-06-26T11:04:00.002+08:00

Getting sick & tired of studying :/
I haven even read a single word for Econs,
will be starting today.
No choice, I have to give it up because I
would rather study for other subjects!
I already have my plans after MYE.
Plans that are supposed to be carried out during this holiday.
Sentosa, shopping, esplanade, KBOX......... :D :D :D

First paper on Monday and can't wait for everything to be over!
Yay!

Smiling through sadness

2010-06-25T11:01:00.002+08:00

You learn some things in the unlikeliest of situations.
Rather than wallow in self-pity when you think
that fate has dealt you a cruel blow, make other people feel good.
It rubs off on others and it could be the best medicine for you too.

-Gloria Chandy

Tough weeks ahead.
This week is so tiring, rushing everything in one week.
I swear I gonna enjoy myself after the exam,
though only for a few days.
Can't wait for that day to come.
One month of holiday just gone like that, a bad holiday.
Exhausted.

2010-06-21T15:05:00.002+08:00

更珍惜

I don't know how I should be feeling right now.
I don't think I can accept his death.
& I just can't stop being worried about MYE.
Lots of important chapters to complete, in less than a week.
Impossible.
Try my best.
Face the truth.

blank

2010-06-17T21:05:00.003+08:00

It all happened too fast, too fast for me to react,
for me to cry & for me to do something.
My biggest regret is you didn't manage
to pass away at home & instead
on some random ambulance on a random road.
I hoped you managed to reach home,
with us with you.

I will always rmb the gatherings we had and will have.
All the celebrations.
Though you are not able to participate much,
you are the support of this big family.
We are one happy family.
I enjoy warmth and things that not many have a chance to.
I still think that I am dreaming,
I don't know why.
Cause I still feel that you are beside us,
maybe it's too fast.

But I am proud, proud of what you have.
We, children, grandchildren, great grandchildren.
This happy family will still go on.

I will study hard for this last week for my exam.

Since then!

2010-06-11T10:30:00.002+08:00

& so we had this fantastic Chemistry Camp ytday, 8am-5pm.
Quite torturing but we did learn something!
& also all the fun with my friends.
Been so long since I laughed so much! :)
Studied with MC till 10pm
& I love it, super quiet.

Need not go to the hos to acc my grandpa today.
Will be going over at night.
Stayed from morn till night for the past few days
& I feel super stressed.
So afraid that his condition will get worse
& seeing him suffer.
Also, being selfish, I am worried about my studies.
Others are also feeling tired, not only me.
So I should stop thinking only myself myself myself.
Do my part and hope everything goes well!

Tough

2010-06-07T22:42:00.004+08:00

The toughest decision made.
I don't know, we don't know what will happen.
I always thought I have enough tough decisions in my life,
choosing either a JC/Poly or other stuffs.
But this one...

I am tired.
But I don't think I have the right to say that.
Everyone is.
Everyone is doing their best to help.
I am doing my part.
I know wass more important right now, grandpa.
Facing lots of stuffs to study and him.
I will give up MYE because of him.
I am willing but
sometimes a part of me is still afraid.
Afraid of failing, afraid of facing questions that I won't know how to solve.
Doing a paper without any confidence or
without much revision.
Why am I so selfish?
I am emotionally tired today.
All the tears.
& I faced one death, he was a patient beside grandpa.
I don't dare to imagine.

Buck up...

pray

2010-06-06T15:54:00.002+08:00

Less time to use the comp.

& we were all feeling so bad this morn.
I imagined lots of things during the journey.
The bad things.
But I am glad that everything is okay now.

We feel sad.
But I don't know wass the best solution for him.
We can only watch or just be there.

Sometimes, I really feel like slapping myself.

settle down.

2010-06-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

& so, I had a long day over at Ubin on Tues.
It was fun, cycling with my mum
till we can't cycle anymore
& have to push our bikes along.
But still, unpleasant things still happened.
But I will remember the the fun parts instead :)
Great day out with MUMMY! :)

What else can we do?
Mug at home.
I can't really focus that much
& I am quite disappointed with myself :(
I hope I can concentrate!
Anyway, 20+ days to MYE
& I still have so much to study.
Buck up buck up!

Hope to have more fun during the hols too. :)
Love.

Can't wait

2010-05-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hi my darlings!
Remember about the Pulau Ubin trip
that I mentioned earlier? :)
I am like going tomorrow with Mummy!
My friends have something on,
if not they can just join me & we can have lots of fun!
Adventure! :D
We gonna ride bikes!
The last time I went was 8 years ago
& I remember there is this FAT LITTLE PIG
OR FAT MEGA PIG. :)
Nature! :D
& I hope the oil spill situation has improved!

Ah just can't wait
but I am so afraid to get sea sick.
Hahahahahahhaha.
Gonna wake up super early tomorrow.
Guess it is a nice break for me,
to be away from studies
& have a great time. (though I am slacking everyday)

I will study hard! :D
Update about my adventure soon!
Love!

Holidayyyy

2010-05-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

Too lazy to update recently.
Nothing interesting.
Thats why I want to go on an ADVENTURE!
I want to go Pulau Ubin, hiking and any other activities
that can make me sweat like hell & make me look sporty!
My friends went "HAHAHAHAHA" when they know bout my plan! :(
Yayy join me! :)

Celebrated Shilin's bdae over at Just Acia.
Free flow of ice cream and drinks omgggggggggggggg.
So worth it!
We ate like so much, not a lot actually.
Met lots of friends over there! :)
Enjoyable day! :)

GP MYE today.
Can't wait for it to be over.
Just like the last paper of Olevel! :)
Today marks the first day of holidayyyyyyyy!
But also, holiday = studying for MYE.
MYE => Prelim => Alevel.
Super fast.
But still, lets enjoy ourselves and work hard at the same time.
Had lunch over at Bishan food court after our paper. (AGAIN!!!)
& then library.
I started reading immediately when I reached home.
I finished it but I don't like the ending :(

ADVENTURE.

Ah I hate it

2010-05-17T20:42:00.001+08:00

I hate it when I have conflicts with my siblings.

So many homework to do.
...
...
...

For a second

2010-05-12T18:40:00.003+08:00

School is tiring,
not exactly tiring, but yes just tired.

Finished our Alevel SPA :)
& it was Adrian's bdae that day.
Hope you like your little twin!

I want to go out this week, hahaha.
Want to enjoy myself~

MAMA :)

2010-05-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

What I have to learn now, is to be generous :)

A very nice Saturday for us to rest
& yet we have to attend College day.
But actually, I don't regret going,
I got a bit more motivated after
knowing the experiences by my seniors
& that we are/were going through the same things.
& yet, she said, we are not alone :)
Thats why, look around you and those are the ones who will fight with you, together.

5+ more months to our Alevel.
We finished our Econs syllabus
and one last chapt for my Chem & Phy.
& then will be revisions all the way.
It's the first time that I experience doing
a full examination paper so early, during our MYE.

It's just like ytday that I first entered NYJC.
The orientations, the very slack chinese lessons,
time-consuming PW, all the meals at the coffee shops,
all the PE lessons during late afternoons......
Yes, really fast.
Soon it will be time for us to really work hard.
I will bear thru this period,
even though we may not get to enjoy life now,
we can always enjoy after our A.

Wenta my Grandma's house after the College event.
Mother's day celebration, 6 mummys present.
Lots of food, lots of noise, lots of childrens & lots of love.
My aunt bought a big 1.5kg cake which we didn't manage to finish :(
But really yum yum!
Tmr is Mother's Day.
Don't forget to give them a big hug in the morning :)

"A hug at 5 can still be felt at 50"

Didn't do much of my homework today,
so tomorrow got to be a tough one.

Love ya mama

THE OPPOSITE

2010-05-06T16:28:00.003+08:00

I am having real random thoughts these few days.
The thought of me being selfish and not understanding.

Many been asking about my mood swings, haha.
Why do I feel sad easily & so often?
Idk why too.
I feel happy at times too,
just that I prefer to share more of my sadness to what's making me happy.
Maybe that's the reason why ppl think I am always sad.
Or I am just, I am just the person who feel sad easily
and need lots and lots of concern before I feel better.
I've learnt not to share and spread my sadness to anybody.
But when I don't talk, I look sad again :(
I am always carrying a smile
& when I don't, it's pretty obvious.
But sometimes, I am really just not smiling, not entertaining,
not that I am unhappy.

Sad easily, another thing, Sick easily.
I get sick like so damn often in a month or so.
That it's like a so common thing now.
That I don't feel the encouragements &
I spread the sadness! :(
Blame it on my own lousy body.

I have got so many things to change!
I hate spreading negative thoughts to my friends.

that miracle

2010-05-03T17:10:00.002+08:00

That miracle that we were all waiting for didn't happen.
I don't know what to say but
I know everyone of us hope that you are in a better place right now.

Don't think that we will only die when we are old
& that we still have lots of time.

roller coaster

2010-05-01T11:32:00.000+08:00

Orchard on Sat was funnnnn! :)
We didn't really shop & just sat down & chat.
Our usual style, haha.
It was so fun exploring every shop :DDD
Though we may not get together that often,
I know & believe that you all will always be there.

School, tiring.
Not that the lessons are boring, just me.
I need more sleep than I usually do
& I mean a lot more :(
I hate it when I slept a lot in the evening
but I still have to go to bed at like 11pm?
I wonder what's wrong with me! :( Booboo.

I hope Shermane can get well soon
& be ready for school :D
Miss ya and take care.

& also, to our schoolmate.
Like what Ms Raj said,
it is hard to imagine that a healthy & cheerful student
like any of us can face such a terrible thing.
Like any of us, he was just trying to get home after a long day of school.
Like any of us.
We will pray.

colours

2010-04-24T08:58:00.005+08:00

People, thanks for bringing colours into my life :)

I feel great that this week ended so happily to most of us.
Everything will be fine & I will try to think positively again :)
Sorry for all the bad atmosphere :(

Flimfest ytday, GREAT! :D
All the effort that you guys made are worth it!
Great job & have a good rest! :D
I love spending the night with my friends,
a completely different feeling!

Am going Orchard with my friends later!
Can't stop feeling guilty but I think I deserve a rest!
I will work harder on Sunday, haha!
Can't wait to see my friendssssss!

Tough rug competition today.
I hope they can bring me goods news! :) :) :)

Parents are back from TW.
Miss them so much.
Lots of food.
Yay!

& thanks Lion King for the cookies, really nice and sweet!
My brother ate some! Haha!
Seeee you tomorrow! :)

only one

2010-04-19T17:24:00.001+08:00

There's only one thing that is bothering me these few weeks.
One, but a bad one.

shitty week

2010-04-17T09:55:00.001+08:00

This whole week is a shitty one, with the tests and very bad cramps.

My parents are over at Taiwan now.
They went on Thurs morn and will only be back next Friday.
Super long & I miss them so much :(
& as a responsible kid,
I have to do all the housework. :)
Just finished washing my clothes & I feel pissed already.
I wonder how my mum do it everyday, for five.

My mum is so cute.
She asked me to copy the Toto and 4D numbers during this period
& I nearly have to stick my butt to the chair
for 3 hours to watch "Ai" so that I can tell her the story when she is back.
I hope they are having fun :)

I woke up super early today.
Should be over at Turf City to support my babes.
Their match with HCI and RJ.
Sorry to disappoint you guys
but I am just too sick to go & my burst pimple :(
Sorry & I will pray for you guys.
Hope to have good news! :)

The Chem test on Thurs is difficult, I can't do.
I feel quite sad cause Chem is the only subject
which I have a little more tiny confidence at.
But I think it's still good if I don't know how to do,
then I will work harder next time. :)

If you don't experience failures, you won't know what's a success.

I didn't copy this quote from you, MC,
it's from the GP comprehension, Haha! :)
Econs test ytday, expected and no comments hahaha.

& oh ya, got our PW results ytday.
Like finally, after soooo long.
A one year subject that we spent so much time on, & maybe tears.
It's over and worth it.
Our school did super well,
with 87% As and only 5 Cs.
Very touching! :)

Gotta rest well this weekend.

a change

2010-04-14T16:15:00.002+08:00

That time of the month.
I HATE IT.
Can't stand the pain.

Chem test tomorrow.
Have to study extra hard today
cos I slept the past few days awayyyyyy.
& then will be Econs which I haven even start studying.
Just can't wait for this week to be over yaaaaaaa!

I hope none of us will feel disappointed anymore.
Hoping things will get better, even if there will be changes.

this distance

2010-04-12T16:29:00.003+08:00

School is so busy that
I can't really go out during weekends.
Like no life,
like when you have a plan this weekend
& look so forward to it...
Then come the tests or whatever shit.
I HATE THIS LIFE :(
Can't wait for A to be overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Watched "Jennifer's Body" over at ling's ytday.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Scary but nice.
Went to the toilet alone during science practical.
I stepped in, washed my hands and went out.
Hahaha, went back to ask MC if she wants to go with me.
YA I AM SCARED.

I MUST GO OUT SOON.
LIKE PLAY!!!
Chem quiz tmr, on hydroxyl.
Chem test on Thurs, Econs on Fri.
Super many chapts. :(

Things are starting to change around me.
I hope I have more time to spend with my friends.
To hang out and to know what they are doing.
I don't want to have a distance with them.
I WANT TO GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS SOON.

my very own

2010-04-10T10:28:00.000+08:00

This is superrrrrr nice, esp the colour! :)

Spent some time listening to my ipod ytday,

on my bed & hugging my stinky pillow.

The feeling is nice, all you can hear is the songs that you like,

pefect moment for me to think,

think about whats happening around me.

to be here

2010-04-08T16:59:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since the last outing we had.
Let's have one soon! :)

Busy with school and so on
& I rmb I was still complaining on Monday
and now it's Thurs already.
Sometimes I want time to pass like real fast,
like during _______'s lesson
& some where I just want time to slow down,
to let me do things that I enjoy.

Woke up early these few days,
I want to die already.
Okay, not as bad as the touch ruggers.
Haha, JIAYOU FOR THE COMPETITION! :D

Starting to lag behind,
tutorials not done and still unclear of impt concepts,
have to work even harder then.
No more shopping this weekend,
cause of homework & TESTS.
GP test tmr, Chem and Econs next week.
I feel that my life is all about tests.

Back to work.

anti troubles

2010-04-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

You know,
sometimes I think I have depression.
My emotions change so easily, hahaha!
This weekend been quite stressful for me,
completing those tutorials, revision and so on.
Maths test on Integration next Wed, INTEGRATION.
Gotta be a hard one!

I want to go shopping.
Maybe during the next weekend :)
Just walking around & look at pretty clothes!
& I hope I won't feel guilty for going out!
Time management!
Don't want to keep myself stressed up! :(

& school tomorrow, same old thing againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
I hope weekend come soon!

back

2010-04-02T07:41:00.002+08:00

This photo is so funny.

I am back, up & ready :)
Must be the love from my very cute fam and friends :)

Good Friday, a busy Friday!
Wenta pray my great grandpa and grandma today.
It's my first time &
I feel kind of bad cause I only get to know how they look like today.
But still, I said lots of things to them.

Wenta Dairy Farm with my parents.
I thought it is a farm, you know, with the animals
& I can taste some fresh milk or something,
but no, just a park.
Haha, still love it, cause my parents are there :)
& then was dinner at a coffee shop that I used to go to during sec school days.
The food doesn't taste as nice already :(
Life is fun with my dad's lorry,
we can go anywhere!!! :)

Feel like going to school to study tmr.
Quite a lot to do during the weekend & tests next week.
JIAYOU PEOPLE! :D

THE LAST LOOK.

2010-04-01T16:53:00.001+08:00

I saw it just now.
Things that I didn't expect to see
and words that hurt you super deep.
I seriously regret to view that comment but
what's the point?
I've seen it, & then?

What the hell was I thinking these few weeks?
It just sucks, totally.
Of the kind of words that can come out from her mouth.
Like I have to be cursed, I have to die, I seriously can't live in this place earth,
cause what?
Cause I am an alien, I suck big time, I am a bitch, I will get all the bad stuffs cause I am bad,
yea like super bad.

My heart is still pumping fast.
Twice will be enough.
Enough of all the shit and just me be in this shit.
& no, this is not an april's fool joke.

2.4km run today.
Thanks Shermane, really.
& of course, other babes :)
I passed.

2010-03-31T17:41:00.003+08:00

School is so busy and tiring.
Having my 2.4km retest tomorrow.
I have this bad feeling.
Ahhhh, I just hate running, JUST LET ME PASS THIS TIME!

UPSET

2010-03-29T17:07:00.002+08:00

No amount of words can describe how disappointed I was today.

It's all within me.
Just don't feel like running again.

LUCKY

2010-03-27T21:16:00.000+08:00

Cheer up HAN JIA MIN! :)
Friends make mistakes but these mistakes will
definitely make you guys be much more closer!

NAPFA today, super nervous.
I am glad that I passed my 5 items.
But trust me, I will be there for you guys.

& then KBOX with my sista!
Just reached home & I am like super tired.
I had so much fun, ate lots of tidbits.
I hope I won't die.
Sang many songs today, WOOHOO!
2.4km run on Monday, EWWWW.

I feel lucky, really.
I really like the people around me now.
My fam, my friends.
Friends who will have breakfast over at ChongPang with me,
friends who make me look forward to school so much,
friends who are there.

AH I VERY TIRED ALREADY, BYE.

the right time

2010-03-26T19:12:00.004+08:00

Lessons are super dry today.
Just couldn't wait to get home.

I pronounced lots of words wrongly today.
I know I am always doing that but today is really bad,
WITH MY FRIENDS LAUGHING AT ME!

There was once I said Taylor Swift as Toilet Swift,
cause we were heading to the toilet.

& today, "My tights hurt like hell."

Shilin: "Stop eardropping us!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Had Pepper lunch with my babes today, Yummy Yum!
I am having muscles aches now
& tomorrow is NAPFAAAAAAAA.
Seriously I just want to get it over and done with.
I hate RUNNING.
& then KBOX with my sista tomorrow!

Gonna be a whole day out tmr
& so I have to finish my stuffs today!

Sometimes I am super envious of some girls.
HOW CAN THEY BE SO PRETTY!?!
& whatever they do, they just look nice ya!

It's about meeting the right person at the right time, at the right place.
OVER, REALLY OVER,
WAIT, DID IT EVER STARTED?

Time

2010-03-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

School is like really really busy.
Tests for this week is over! :D
Yippee! Yupi gummy bear!
I feel super sleepy everyday that I need aftnoon naps. :(
More busy weeks coming up, shit.
& oh yes, NAPFA this coming Sat.
I ran 2.4km today & I am still behind the passing grade by seconds.
I NEED THAT DETERMINATION.
I AM NOT GOING TO STOP ON MONDAY
CAUSE I WON'T WANT TO RUN 2.4 AGAIN.
Very proud of myself today yaaaaaa!

& then we acc MC to check her foot.
Without Shilin, HAHAHAHAHA!
Don't be sad! :)
Hope you get well soon MC! :)

Friday tmr.
Super fast, like ytday was Monday.
More challenges coming up!
Time for some sleep.

ironic

2010-03-21T21:29:00.003+08:00

I don't want to stress myself so much
but sometimes I just feel so guilty to go out
& just have some fun.
I hate myself behaving like this.
I hate it when I am putting too much focus
and attention on my studies & forgot that I am a human too.

I did have fun this march hols
but Idk why, just no motivation for tmr.
There will be this period where your determination just go real real low.
I don't want to stress and study hard so early,
I will get tired & am getting tired...
So I am telling myself to slack as much as possible now
and then I will have the energy for the following months.
I am not sure if this gonna work but
I just want to have fun while studying hard.

Wanted go out with my fam today but too late.
Maybe next week.
I want to have something to look forward to every week.
I don't want people to worry about me,
worry that I am studying too much
& me myself, I don't like this kind of life.

It is a must go thru period for JC.
But sad to say, I don't see any interesting courses that I like in Uni.
Who knows what will happen in the future.
Right now,
Study hard but I am going to have fun too.

why so fast?

2010-03-20T15:33:00.008+08:00

Saturday, should be happy but this means that hols gonna be over.
Why so fast?
Ling and Jiehui are free today, like so rare.
But cos I still have so much things to complete,
I CAN'T GO OUT WITH THEM! :(
Very sad, but still, we are meeting up for dinner
& then GOSSIPS! :D

NAPFA is like next week.
I CAN'T RUN ANYMORE. :(
Whatever it will be.

I love my dad's lorry, cause it can bring me to wherever I want to!

My sis :D

It's enough

2010-03-19T10:28:00.002+08:00

Wednesday over at Shermane's house was so fun! :D
Really thanks for everything! :D
I love to spend time like this together
& lets hope that our next outing will come pretty soon!

Physics sup lesson ytday
& we forgot to collect our GP assignment, haha!
Nikki and me were eating gummy bears while
watching the Touch ruggers having their PT, up and down the stairs.
& then we felt bad, so we walked away.

I am so not effective this hols.
Slacking and holiday homework not done yet.
2 tests next week.
Gotta work harder today!
Dinner over at northpoint with my fam today! :D

Thanks my babes! :D

for who i am

2010-03-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes all you need is just "Hey, Cheer up!"

Running away from the truth
but I don't think it is fair to the rest.
Protecting yourself or protecting others?

I don't even know what role I should play now.

DORY

2010-03-14T23:10:00.003+08:00

Watch till the end :)
Ah and now I am sad for like no reason.

Back to square one.

2010-03-13T22:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MY BRAH!

I wished you sooooooo many times today, HAHAHA!

Remember our date! *wink wink*

LOVE U LAH, SHERMANE! :D

Okay, that time of the month.

& the cramp caused me to miss school for 2 days,

including Brah's celebration on Friday! :(

I don't know why but the cramps are getting worse every month. :(

So I just slack at home,

on my bed, like a corspe.

I just don't want and don't see the need to move.

I slept like a lot, ya I think a lot.

I think I slept for 15 hours on Thurs.

So today marks the first day of March Hols.

Study hard but play hard too :)

Wenta IMM today with my parents, by my dad's lorry!

I SAW A DRESS THAT I LIKE!

YA AGAIN!

NEVER BUY, MAYBE NEXT TIME!

& my dad was like teaching me how to look at

the "boards" along the road or expressway or whatever.

I am interested in them but seems like we can't be friends! Haha!

My parents brightened up my day :D

& then now I am like having sore throat plus flu.

Feverish too, I DON'T WANT TO GET A FEVER.

I hate flu.

I have to use my mouth to breathe when I sleep, like Dory.

Oh ya, I watched "Finding Nemo" that day on Ch5.

Think it's the 3rd time so far but

I still find it very meaningful and funny! :D

Really, trust me :)

I like Dory!

Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, just keep swimming~

OKAY THATS ALL.