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● Monday, June 7, 2010
The toughest decision made. I don't know, we don't know what will happen. I always thought I have enough tough decisions in my life, choosing either a JC/Poly or other stuffs. But this one... I am tired. But I don't think I have the right to say that. Everyone is. Everyone is doing their best to help. I am doing my part. I know wass more important right now, grandpa. Facing lots of stuffs to study and him. I will give up MYE because of him. I am willing but sometimes a part of me is still afraid. Afraid of failing, afraid of facing questions that I won't know how to solve. Doing a paper without any confidence or without much revision. Why am I so selfish? I am emotionally tired today. All the tears. & I faced one death, he was a patient beside grandpa. I don't dare to imagine. Buck up... |
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