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● Thursday, May 6, 2010
I am having real random thoughts these few days. The thought of me being selfish and not understanding. Many been asking about my mood swings, haha. Why do I feel sad easily & so often? Idk why too. I feel happy at times too, just that I prefer to share more of my sadness to what's making me happy. Maybe that's the reason why ppl think I am always sad. Or I am just, I am just the person who feel sad easily and need lots and lots of concern before I feel better. I've learnt not to share and spread my sadness to anybody. But when I don't talk, I look sad again :( I am always carrying a smile & when I don't, it's pretty obvious. But sometimes, I am really just not smiling, not entertaining, not that I am unhappy. Sad easily, another thing, Sick easily. I get sick like so damn often in a month or so. That it's like a so common thing now. That I don't feel the encouragements & I spread the sadness! :( Blame it on my own lousy body. I have got so many things to change! I hate spreading negative thoughts to my friends. |
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