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● Sunday, March 21, 2010
I don't want to stress myself so much but sometimes I just feel so guilty to go out & just have some fun. I hate myself behaving like this. I hate it when I am putting too much focus and attention on my studies & forgot that I am a human too. I did have fun this march hols but Idk why, just no motivation for tmr. There will be this period where your determination just go real real low. I don't want to stress and study hard so early, I will get tired & am getting tired... So I am telling myself to slack as much as possible now and then I will have the energy for the following months. I am not sure if this gonna work but I just want to have fun while studying hard. Wanted go out with my fam today but too late. Maybe next week. I want to have something to look forward to every week. I don't want people to worry about me, worry that I am studying too much & me myself, I don't like this kind of life. It is a must go thru period for JC. But sad to say, I don't see any interesting courses that I like in Uni. Who knows what will happen in the future. Right now, Study hard but I am going to have fun too. |
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