● Monday, November 30, 2009
 Midnight now!CIP starts from today onwards. So many days and super long hours! :( Been feeling quite sensitive these few days, thinking more than I usually do. How easy it is to be happy? :/ I am super slack! Did only tiny bit of holiday assignment! :( I have to work harderrrrrrrrrrrrr, much harder! Might be going school earlier to study instead of wasting my time at home! Oh ya, "幸福.下一站" is damn nice! :D Just started watching it but I don't dare to watch already :( Cause the storyline damn sad lah. Ah, life is boring. With some dumbass around. ● Friday, November 27, 2009  I kind of regret, regret coming to a JC.I've lost things that I once hold tightly to. Most importantly, I find myself spending lesser time with my friends. It's actually nice when you still get to spend time with your friends, even though you guys are in different routes. Yes, I am envious. Maybe, if I've chosen Poly, I will have more common topics with my friends now. Not that we don't have any now, just that I actually hope I can talk about anything, like there is nothing that we have no common in. But sometimes, the feeling is always the same with your friends, no matter how long you guys have never met. :D I always thought that friendship will last forever, ha! & that even though we are doing different things, we will still be the same. But now, I've learnt to let go. Friends come and go. Just cherish the people whom cherish you. I am not gonna be that dependent as before :D ● Thursday, November 26, 2009 CIP NEXT WEEK! Even on a Saturday, hais. I think it is from 1230 to 1930. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. HAIS. ● Tuesday, November 24, 2009  Guess everything is true.After so many days of guessing, hoping & even, pleading. I am tired. Tired of these months, tired of thinking there is something call fate in between us. Well I guess there is, but our fate ended I guess. I know I can control my own life, but I've missed the chance & yea... Whatever it is, what's yours will be yours. Because we are on different tracks now, different. Whats more, I don't even know you... When will this end...When? School is fun today, but not Econs... I fell asleep :( We enjoyed talking about topics that Kaihui love. :D Oh ya, went Shilin's house ytday, to watch 'They Ugly Truth'! I can't understand most of their jokes! :( But looks like MC, Shilin & Yinkee enjoy them! :/ They kept laughing all the way, dirty minded! Thanks for the day! Next is Shermane's house! Tomorrow! :D GONNA BE FUN FUN FUN! :D & then more activities on Thurs and Friday! :D I have to do some revisions today! Really! :( HAIS, JUST GET ME OUT OF THIS SHIT. ● Sunday, November 22, 2009  JIAMIN! <3 Taken ytday!Went out with her, Manna & Lipin! :D Been a long time since I last met Manna! Had an enjoyable day! :D Thank you girls! Sch is ending soon, on 26th. Fasterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr come! :D I know I will miss my NYJCians! Did a bit of school work today & I mean a bit. Very sleepy! :/ I have to work harder during the hols! :( Let's study together! :D School tmr again. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I miss doggy. ● Friday, November 20, 2009  Shermane & me = love! YUCK. Only 2 hours of lectures today! I nearly fall asleep during Econs. :( & actually we have lots of activities but many of them have bridging training! :( Next time then! We shall watch VCDs together! :D Oh yea, not going flyer today! Cause Jiehui didn't bring her phone to school, I CAN'T CONTACT HER! :( But hope to meet ling and her later! :D Going out with my YSS friends tmr. Long time since I've last met them & hope that we will all have fun! Life goes on, even without you. Though there are so many things that I wish I can tell you..............so many. It's funny when you actually fell in love with a complete stranger. I don't know what to do. I don't know how long I will be posting about you. But now, I don't know... I only want you to be here. ● Thursday, November 19, 2009  This is Lipin, & of course me :)Today I'm actually feeling much better! With the help of my friends of course :D Thanks for making my day. Please, lets go out soon okay! :D & yes, like what MC said, it shocked me of how close we can actually get in this 10 months. We been thru a lot together, a lot. I love you guys & lets work even harder. :D I'm going flyer tmr, should be. :D With Jiehui & maybe others! :D I know flyer is not that exciting but I guess I should try at least once! :D NYJCians, DON'T CURSE ME! :) I want to go Shermane's house to play Wii! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ :D Sch been quite slack. Lectures & lectures. & yes, block test starts on 18th Jan. Thats like the first few days of school. Block test is about testing ALL YOUR J1 STUFFS. That means, december holidays = Studying! JC only have holiday when you have finished your Alevel. :/ Anyway, I will work harder! & yes, I'm also quite upset today. It makes me realised that I really have to grab the opportunity. Chances are always there for me, ALWAYS. But I didn't cherish them & now? There are none anymore. It is all about my procrastination & lack of courage. If there is still a chance... I'm not sure if i will still be the same but I swear that I will do something more. 7 months of waiting & those small things that made my day. I just hope that there is a miracle, that what I heard today is not the truth. I don't know why am I thinking this much. But today.......... my mind is all about you. I don't know if I've crossed over the line. I don't know how I actually feel towards you. I don't know, stranger. Why must people leave? Tell me. ● Wednesday, November 18, 2009  It was so tiring yesterday...I didn't cry & I thought I wouldn't, until today. Sorry for being so not me today. I will be okay tmr! :) So we have lessons these few days & Im like lagging behind cause of my absence yesterday. Lots to catch up later! I will be okay! ● Monday, November 16, 2009 Today is not an easy day for most of us. I realised that it is not about you alone. It is about the whole class. Cause you don't actually feel that happy when you know you are promoted. What you care about most, is actually your friends, rather than your results. I really don't want any of us to leave. Those tears......... No matter where we are next year, lets just work hard in whatever we will be doing. We may not be the most bonded class but I know we still care for one another. Lets just work hard together. Once 0912, always 0912. Im actually feeling very moody these few days. Like, no motivation for anything. I know J2 gonna be even more difficult. Can't really undertstand differentiation today. :( Been a long time since I met some of my friends. I realised the importance of communication & the gatherings or so on. Cause I didn't expect that we can actually be this drifted when we never meet for months. I can't chat like the usual way & there seems to be some barriers. It just doesn't feel the same anymore. I don't know why. It can be me that I have changed. Things do happen for a reason. But when we are on different routes, there will be even lesser common topics. I did try to get back to the old me. But it is just so not me. Time, do changed everything. I feel like giving up. Will be busy today & tmr, funeral. I love you godgrandma. I know you left peacefully. It's just too late to do something for you. ● Sunday, November 15, 2009  Madeline, Jiehui & me at ION. :DBeen quite slack. I watched a bit of "Pi Li MIT" these few days! Not bad! Aaron & Guigui is superrrrrrr sweet! :D Will be busy for the next few days. Promo results really out tomorrow. & then lessons again. Tired of this lifestyle, really tired. Didn't really spend my time with my NYJCians, cause we have our own activities & that's sad. :( See you guys in school tmr. Still feeling sick now and then. Night Safari & Zoo with Jiamin sooooooooon! :D Sorry bout that day that I can't meet you! :( I want to go out today. :) It's a miracle in the snow, my heart won't be cold. ● Friday, November 13, 2009 I have no idea what has got into me. I just feel very lost right now. Maybe I should just start working on things that I always wanted to. Yes, you should. ● 2 person left my life in just a few days time. I may not be very close to them but it is just sad when you know that they are not around anymore. Seen him suffering since I was young & I hope he will be living well, no matter where he is right now. I wish you all the best & I will always rmb your smile. People still have to leave. But from one strong & healthy woman to what she is right now, cold & everything. It is not about the age, doesn't mean you only die when you are old. But whatever it is, I really wish them all the best. & to their family too. Cherish things around you now. Be it friends or whatever. Cause it may just shocked you of how sudden they can just leave your life like that. ● Thursday, November 12, 2009 I feel weird these few days. Things that I shouldn't be thinking just keep flashing in my mind. & I feel sad. Things not going the way you want them to. Anyway, the CIP is really TIRING, LIKE TIRING. & we can't really go out after that. OUR ACTIVITIES!!! :( Anyway we celebrated Yinkee's bdae today! With a cake too wooooohoooo! But I wonder if we can have fun for the next few days. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Today is my Chinese bdae :D ● Tuesday, November 10, 2009  OP IS OVER TODAY :DI was so nervous just now but I think everyone did great! :D PW IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, AFTER LIKE 8 MONTHS OF TORTURE! Okay, maybe not torture, I do learn a lot through this process :D THANK YOU MS HAZEL FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU DID FOR US! :D GREAT JOB TO MY PW MATES, WE DID IT! :D 0912 DID IT! :D Celebration supposed to start today! But I'm feeling sick & so I am staying at home now! :( I WILL GET WELL & THEN ALL THE FUN :D Well, we thought we could enjoy from today all the way to Sunday. But we found out that we have CIP from tmr onwards.........to Sunday I think? Life in JC is really tiring. But we will be doing surveys at AMK 3 room flats, should be quite interesting & meaningful! :D SENTOSA NIGHT SAFARI ZOOOOOOOOOooooooo WWW CHALET FLY KITE STEAMBOAT BOWLING YUM CHA MOVIES SHOPPING YINKEE'S BDAE CELEBRATION Those in green is a must-go-thing! Can we please do all of them in one day!?! HAHA! Can't wait! Lets go somewhere tomorrow! :( NIGHT SAFARIIIIIIIIIIIII? :D EVERYONE, PLEASE ASK ME TO GO OUT! :D ● Sunday, November 8, 2009 Still having my cough. :( MC came over to my house ytday! :D Thanks a lot babe. Im changing my phone number alr. :D 10th is comingggggggggggggggggggggggggg! :D ● Saturday, November 7, 2009 Beautiful Saturday. OP last dry run ytday. I'm still not doing a good job & I just hate myself when I keep repeating my mistakes. I don't want my group to get a B because of our OP. :( Sent a video script to Ms Hazel, waiting for her to approve. Which I don't think she will, cause the video is quite irrelevant. :( I'm just adding a video for the purpose of adding one. But if she approves, we will be rehearsing in school later. Yes, on a beautiful saturday where I can watch my Doraemon & Wo Cai repeat & go back to my sleep. :( I hope I can do something for my group, but I don't know what to. Having cough now & seriously hope that I will get well soon before the actual OP. People, please "conserve" your voice! Going to ask Ms Hazel bout the script now~ ● Thursday, November 5, 2009 I hope I can get well before my OP. ● Tuesday, November 3, 2009 I just want myself to get well soon! :) I will work hard for OP, from now onwards! I can't wait for 10th to come! :DD I want to go so many places! I want to eat chocolate now but I can't! I want to have lots of fun after OP. I want 10th to come. BOOOOOBAAAAAAAAABAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. ● Monday, November 2, 2009 In a bad mood now, for a lot of reasons. Having sore throat now that I don't feel like talking. Just one of those many moody days again. When everything is just pointless. When you just don't feel like smiling to someone just to show that you are okay or to say Hello to them or whatever. CAUSE YOU ARE NOT OKAY! Just wanna get these stress stuff over & do whatever I want. Lost quite a lot of marks for Chinese today. But it's over! NOW, ONLY OP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OP sucks. ● Sunday, November 1, 2009 Chinese Alevel tmr. :S Just wanna get it over asap. SENTOSA NIGHT SAFARI & ZOO WWW CHALET SCIENCE CENTRE FLY KITE STEAMBOAT BOWLING & MANY MANY MORE! LETS PLAN!!! :D |
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