hi guys! :DD


sooooooooo,
i just went my ahma house
on the first day of CNY.
stayed there for damn long.
had steamboat as dinner again. :(
becos of the dinner,
we didn't go to
my grandma house.
my aunts & cousins all there,
very crowded & fun.
so sad. :(
i miss them.


second day- grandma house
third day- grandma's bro house
feel so sad to see two
old people being very weak... :(
forth day- Manna & Jiamin house
thats all!


oh yea,
received the posting results.
i got into NYJC. :)
school starting on monday.
& we will be wearing our
secondary sch uniform i guess.
my god~
so guys,
lets work hard tog no matter where you are.
will miss u guys.


P.S : i lost my pencil case.

i nvr go out today.
toooooo tired, haha!
thought of going for
the class gathering but
i woke up late.
& so i spent my day
sleeping & playing. :)
went supermarket
with my daddy just now.
so many people.
bought drinks & fruits only.
tmr shengshiong 24 hour.
so gonna go do some last
minute shopping with parents. :D


new year coming.
no new year mood.
but looking forward still.
sch starting in a few days time.
i hope i can go out with
my friends before i start sch.
i want to go zoo. :(
$18 for adult.
go leh go leh.
all go. :(

i feel so terrible now.
i just cleaned my pig sty.
the living room & my room.
cleared my study table.
so dusty everywhere!
i also mopped the floor.
im so proud of myself, haha!
i bathed &
i feel much better.
i hope i won't get sick
after "eating" those dust.
my nose is feeling
very terrible now also.
boo.


i went to see bikes
with hungchun ytday.
a long walk to there.
& he bought one
for his mum.
& then he let me cycle
around yishun park.
i nearly fall everytime.
the brakes are very "strong"
went to have dinner
& then i go home already.
thanks for the day!


today i woke up very early.
by that stupid renovation
going on around here.
it starts at 9am.
i was so pissed.
& then i have to go
collect my passport.
why am i so busy... :(
had lunch with my parents over there
& then went to meet Manna.
met lipin at orchard
& we went shopping~
i didn't buy anything again.
haha.
nothing that interest me. :(
but lipin bought a lot.
& then we went home
at around six.
we are very tired, haha!


reached home &
i start the cleaning already.
im very tired now...
tomorrow im going out with ling.
whoo.
gdnight.


my nose is really terrible...

been real busy...
i woke up very
early everyday...
for 10 days!
work, celebrating birthdays,
results, shopping, open house...
my god...
i woke up early today.
went to renew my
passport with my parents
& then i went Raffles to
give my punch card & uniform.


& then i went ChongPang
with jiehui & madeline.
to see her hamsters.
& then we walked from
there to Northpoint.
we walked damn hell a lot.
but madeline bought her hamsters! :)
we went her house
& help her with the cage.
damn difficult to fix.
but it's still done! :)
i love the hamsters.


yest also went NP.
we walked from NP
to back home.
& they chose the
longest ruote.
LOL.
so im really tired now.


go sleep.
& i cant stop being
nervous about going into JC. :(

i submitted my JAE
registration already!
i struggled a lot lah.
to go Poly or JC.
& then i chose JC.
& then i have to think
about which JC.


im so worried that
NYJC will be very stress.
like their pace of
teaching is very fast
that i can't catch up.
but well,
i think i have to
work really hard! :)


1. NanYang JC (science)
2. Yishun JC (science)
3. Tourism and Resort Management (SP)
4. Tourism and Resort Management (NP)
5. Food Science and Technology (SP)
6. Chemical Engineering (SP)
7. Clean Energy (SP)


thats all.
whatever will be, will be.
i hope i won't regret
for my choices &
that i will be able
to cope in a JC.

i got my results.
im still feeling
shock now...
i thought i did badly.
anyway,
our class did quite well
& im really happy.
whole class cleared AM.
haha.


& ya,
i saw my name
appeared on the screen.
very shocked...
i thought this day
will never come...
haha.
& i stood up.
i think i looked like a retard.
vivian said that i was smiling
till she can't see my eyes.
haha.
& then i called my parents
& i cried.
haha.
i got 11 for my L1R5.
my bro laughed at me.
top student with a score of 11.
other schs got 8 or less.
so.... im being lucky!
but they are still
very happy for me. :)


im still struggling,
to go JC or Poly.
JC very stress &
i don't know what
course for Poly.
im stuck.
but i know i will feel
happier if i go Poly.
i went NYJC just now.
it's a very big sch
& i felt so nervous & stress there.
haven start sch already stress!
haha.
my dad tell me to go for JC,
even if i cannot cope,
i can just stop and go Poly.
my bro tell me go AJC.
but i can't go...
my bro is those damn clever one.
he got 9As and 1C for his O.
he keep saying that JC is easy.
for him ONLY, haha.


so..........
i think im putting my
first choice as NYJC &
then St. Andrew JC.
im so afraid to make the
wrong choice.
it's our turning point.
im sure everyone is
struggling now.


thanks for all the wishes. :D
i will miss you guys.

i didn't do anything
to my hair cause
the aunty have
magic hands!
she just helped me style
& it looked really nice!
she said that my curls are
nice & don't let me rebond.
haha.
but then,
after awhile,
my hair looks
like shit again.
& then i went to NP
with ChenDan & Manna.
saw one cap that i like. :(


i watched a lot of cartoons today.
the ending of Doraemon,
xiaoxin & so on.......
also 60+ of Just For Laughs videos.
damn funny!
haha.


tmr is results day.
wth.
my heart pumping fast.
you know,
i hoped to be the top student.
HOPED.
i was just one step away
& im very disappointed
bout myself...
now,
it's just like a dream.
i lost at least 10marks
for my EM, AM, both science...
no confidence for CH at all.
i will definitely cry tmr;
with joy or becos im sad.


so...
lets see what my
next post will be...
haix.

busy busy busy!
im so tired!
the last 2 days of
my work are not that bad. :)
the aunty i like very
much came on the 7th.
then we talked for
the whole day &
went to have lunch tog.
& there are really
no customers,
so all the promoters
stand together & chat, LOL.
all uncles & aunties but
they treat me very good.
& i got to know
one ex-yishunite too.
got another aunty
who i like very much
also last day yesterday. :(


my boss tell me to stay.
but.............
i don't think so.
woke up early &
backed home late.
i even woke up earlier today
although it's my off day.
Met Manna & JiaMin.
we went AJC.
it's a very small & old sch.
but it's still a very good JC. -.-


& then we went Woodlands.
with birthday girl & ChenDan.
had Pizza Hut.
yummy yum yum!
& LiPin left for her
further activities.
& we went shopping at
Orchard with Chendan's mum too.
i bought a shirt for myself
& it is so damn cute!
i love it. :D
i talked to ChenDan a lot today.
we shared lots of things! :D


I STILL HAVE TO WAKE
UP EARLY TOMORROW.
have to go hair cut.
if not i don't know how
to face my friends on Monday.
my hair looks like shit.
so im going to make it better
or i will just rebond it. :(
but i don't feel like wasting $$.
mummy!!!
shall see.
hope my hair will look
better after tomorrow!
take care guys!

naggy me! :)

not a very nice day.
im quitting on the 8th.
cos there will be many offs
& no point doing something
that i don't like.
i feel so sad.
how come i tried my
really best to find jobs
& when i got one,
im treated like this.
a fool, a nobody.
how come people
can find a job that they
enjoy doing &
they are not treated badly.
is it me being unlucky or what.
i helped others to look for job
& i helped all that i could
but im the one suffering.
im not saying anything here,
im just envious &
is thinking why didn't i help myself.
i feel so unfair.
i hate my job.
& so i bought this
cake for myself.


im waiting for the 8th to come.

hi guys! :D
today is my
off day again.
so lame right, haha.
ytday okok lor.
also got scolded
but i don't care already.
& my dad came to

have lunch with me.

i sold 116pieces ytday!
i told my boss i will

quit earlier cause i don't
like the people over there
& she said she uds cos
a lot promoters complained.
she called me just now
& told me the girl who
is replacing me today
wanted to go home badly.
so sad right.


actually i also off on the 5th.
so many off!

& she can't change

the dates already...
i don't like, i want to earn $$.
& so she let me work
at SHAW HOUSE ISETAN
for my off days, yeah!
so i will be working everyday
starting from tmr, until the 11th,

except the 9th.
i don't know i can take it
or not but i will try!!!
& i scared i very blur
when i reach the new place.


went Bugis & AMK
with Manna today.
i spent $50...
thats one day plus of my pay. :(
but i bought lots of things!
necklance, 2 shorts, watch
& a bag which i like very much!
i choose all the cheap cheap one. :D
yeah!


so..................
hope to be posting soon!!!

& yes,

i will be saying "i don't know"

& "im not sure" often.

Happy 2009! :D
i hope you guys will stay
healthy for the whole of 2009
& stay happy too!


today is my off day, haha.
oh ya,
i got scolded when i just
reached my workplace ytday.
& they don't allow me
to wear my sweater.
they claimed that
it is inappropriate...
& they said that i can
buy those formal black coat
to wear if im feeling cold.
but im just a part timer,
what for waste the money.
& so i took it off.
i was shivering for the
whole 8hours, even durin lunch.
& i felt very feverish
when i got home.
took panadol &
i guess everything is ok

but i dunno what to do tmr. :(


went jiehui's house
for countdown &
went home only at ard 2am.
woke up very early today.
tmr i have to work... :(
went NP with dad just now to buy TV
& to bank my bursery money.
i hope i can get the money soon.
i want to go shoppin
but i will try to spend only a little. :)
oh ya,
our ez-link will only
expire on 31st Jan.
so cool.
hoorray.
take care guys.