I feel guilty, guilty that I didn't make use of this holiday.

I know that this is most likely the last

chance for me to buck up on my J1 stuff

& that next year will be even tougher.

I have no confidence that I can keep up with the pace

& be on our own when June comes.

You can only get triple As,

for triple Bs might just get you to no where.

The look at my score this year,

I wonder if there's a miracle.

Just too demoralising when I can't do much

of my holiday assignment because

I FORGOT ALMOST EVERYTHING.

& I wonder why,

If I've studied hard enough,

all the things should be fresh in my head.

It irritates me that I still have

to browse through the previous lecture notes.

I totally have no confidence, for what is coming.

One more month to go,

I promise I will buck up

& of course, have all the fun too :)

I just have to try my best with my friends.

I need to exercise, NAPFA is coming, duh.

But just can't bring myself to walk to the stadium & jog :(

Last day of CIP tomorrow

& then STEAMBOAT FEAST at Shilin's house!

Been waiting to eat for so long, FINALLY :D:D

I've got a whole list of what I want to eat.

I'm sure tomorrow will be lots of fun.

Just can't wait!

Right now, back to work.

Gonna finish as many as possible

so that I can enjoy tomorrow!