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● Monday, November 16, 2009
Today is not an easy day for most of us. I realised that it is not about you alone. It is about the whole class. Cause you don't actually feel that happy when you know you are promoted. What you care about most, is actually your friends, rather than your results. I really don't want any of us to leave. Those tears......... No matter where we are next year, lets just work hard in whatever we will be doing. We may not be the most bonded class but I know we still care for one another. Lets just work hard together. Once 0912, always 0912. Im actually feeling very moody these few days. Like, no motivation for anything. I know J2 gonna be even more difficult. Can't really undertstand differentiation today. :( Been a long time since I met some of my friends. I realised the importance of communication & the gatherings or so on. Cause I didn't expect that we can actually be this drifted when we never meet for months. I can't chat like the usual way & there seems to be some barriers. It just doesn't feel the same anymore. I don't know why. It can be me that I have changed. Things do happen for a reason. But when we are on different routes, there will be even lesser common topics. I did try to get back to the old me. But it is just so not me. Time, do changed everything. I feel like giving up. Will be busy today & tmr, funeral. I love you godgrandma. I know you left peacefully. It's just too late to do something for you. |
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