life just sucks.

been coughing for weeks

& IM STILL coughing.

im seeing the doc again later.

i have nothing to

be happy about this week.

maybe because i wasn't in a good state,

i don't know.

things just don't go the way i want them to be.

& im in a really bad mood now.

after a big fight with my family.

i know things will soon be okay,

but right now,

i just don't feel like seeing their faces.

they don't care,

neither do i.

this week been really busy.

just had my chem & math test.

gonna be busy next week too.

busy this weekend too.

i guess we will never be free.

maybe i should think that

im already lucky enough,

like what we said after PE today.

yea, im lucky.

you know,

i don't know what i am writing already.

i just know that im in a really bad mood

& everything just doesn't go

the way i want it to be!

is it just me?

am i being the culprit of all these?

im not likable at all.

thats sad.

but yet,

im still lucky.