JIAJIN

● Thursday, October 30, 2008

hi guys.
Emath paper today
is quite okay.
felt so happy after the exam.
went to have lunch
and slacked all the way till now.

haix.
my parents don't allow
me to keep pets.
but i will beg them.
i wanna buy one.
i had the urge to
go northpoint and get myself one
but i still have to consider
lots of stuffs.
haix.

i even thought of the names,
fishball and meatball. (cause they are round)
i don't know if
i will change the names
or even if i have the chance to use them.
mummy!
i will only keep a guinea
pig when i am older,
when i have more money
and responsibility.
but i am sure
i can handle a small hamster now. ^^
I WANT TO GET MINE.
FISHBALL & MEATBALL.
haix.

jiayou guys!
left 3 papers.
gogogo.

why am i treated so differently? :(

● Wednesday, October 29, 2008

i know i shouldn't
be thinking about the
physics paper today...
but i can't just can't stop.
the paper is damn difficult lah.
i studied so much
on magnets a.c. generator,
d.c motor and so on
but none came out.

they gave questions
like thermocouple and
they asked me to draw.
they asked things that
are not in the textbook.
so....
i lost 14 marks already.
my god.
and i just got to
know how to solve
those problems until
i reached home, lol.
suddenly everything came back.
it's not difficult,
it's me myself.
WHAT WAS I DOING.
can i go back?
haix.
no more As.
not a single subject
that i am confident in.
very sad now.
no mood to study Emaths alr.
study so much also no use.
haix.
sad case.
very sad.

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● Monday, October 27, 2008

i am here to say,
I HATE HISTORY!
yes, yes, yes!
gonna get rid of it tomorrow.
i wanna burn it,
tear it or
any other ways.
just don't let me see
those papers lying on my table.
few more days!
i gonna fly~

● Friday, October 24, 2008

my god.

i want to scream!

my EM paper today,

got 8 marks gone already.

my AM................

i don't know how to do

last question - 7marks.

stupid me. :(

and plus others i lost 15 marks,

not counting careless mistakes.

I WANT TO SCREAMMMMMM!

i want to eat choco

but will get sick, haha.

I WANT TO DIE.

mummy.

history on tues

and physics on wed.

how am i going to study?

tell me.

● Thursday, October 23, 2008

i want to eat steamboat :(
no mood to study
but i still have to.
Olevel faster end!

● Tuesday, October 21, 2008

happy bdae to me,
happy bdae to me,
happy bdae to meeeeeee,
happy bdae to me!!!

yeah!
i am 16!
thanks everyone
for your bdae wishes!
i feel so lucky and loved! :)
although we didn't
do anything,
i can feel that you guys care!
thanks for those sweet messages!
love you guys
and all the best for the
rest of the exams.
i haven make my wish yet.
i feel like sleeping now...
haha.
off to sleep!

bye!

● Monday, October 20, 2008

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly.
One day a small opening appeared.
He sat and watched the butterfly
for several hours as it struggled to force
its body through that little hole.
Then it seemed to stop making any progress.
It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could,
and it could go no further.

So the man decided to help the butterfly.
He took a pair of scissors and snipped off
the remaining bit of the cocoon.
The butterfly then emerged easily.
But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.
The man continued to watch the
butterfly because he expected that,
at any moment,
the wings would enlarge and expand
to be able to support the body,
which would contract in time.
Neither happened!
In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its
life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings.
It never was able to fly.

What the man, in his kindness and haste,
did not understand was
that the restricting cocoon
and the struggle required for the butterfly
to get through the tiny opening were
God's way of forcing fluid from the
body of the butterfly into its wings so
that it would be ready for flight once it
achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

chem paper today.
everybody think that it is easy,
me too.
but the easier it is,
the more worried i am, haha.
it will be so difficult to score.
english paper tmr.
reading on some stories now.
tmr is my day!!!
all the best everyone!
love ya.

● Friday, October 17, 2008

hello.
i was late for
my lesson today.
yea,
it's not the first
time that i am being late, haha.
but today,
my bus met with an accident,
just minutes
after i boarded the bus.
waited in the
bus for damn long
& was feeling real dizzy.
the bus driver
asked me to be the witness,
to claim that it's
not him that cause the accident.
i gave him my particulars
& even my handphone number. :(
i don't know why
he chose me.
unlucky day.

studied quite alot today.
from 2pm till just now.
but i still have 14
chapters of chemistry to go.
so many. :(
don't think i can
finish today.
lalala,
but i done enough today.
24hours a day
is just not enough.
can i have more?

holidays are coming!
yeah!

● Thursday, October 16, 2008

tired of facing
books and books! :(
didn't do much
these few days
& i am very worried.
didn't sleep well too.
all my mind is about
science and......
just science.
i want to sleep well. :(
having chemistry lesson
at 8am tmr -very early.
i am starting to wonder
if i can do it.
actually,
am doubting my abilities
all these while.
doing all those past
year papers only
make me feel that
i still have so much to know.
one more month,
or less than that.
three more days. :(

i need something to
make me happy, haha.
time to get some sleep.
bye & goodnight!

sweet dreams please.

●

yo-hoo!
i went to school
at 11am plus,
thinking that
i can also go home early
but i reached home only at 4pm. :(
Mrs Yeo is too busy.
she had meetings in between
and so i have to wait.
my god.
anyway,
managed to clear my doubts
& i am happy.

went linshan house
while waiting for
Mrs Yeo's meeting to end.
had my lunch
& we chatted.
had fun, yeah!
& thanks linshan
for 'keeping' me. :)

i done something today!
and i got my reward, haha.
i hope this reward
can last me a few days, heh.
all the best for
those taking the
practical exam kay! :)

time to be a pig!
bye & goodnight!
so sweet day.

● Tuesday, October 14, 2008

hello.
have been slacking
these few days!
not feeling very okay
past few days.
i think i forced myself
too much.
i got scolding from my sis,
for working over my limit
& making myself so stressed up.
so now,
i learnt to relax myself.
infact,
i think im relaxing too much!
but it's okay,
as long as i am happy. :)

went to CC to study with
my friends today!
cause i need to ask
zhangzhe and gang questions.
very quiet there!
not used to it,
must whisper,
if not ppl will stare at you, haha!
went to have dinner with weiling.
we went to the pet shop!
got hamsters and rabbits!
so damn cute.
like a small little fishball.
i feel like bringing them home
& give them a big house! :(
but i have to wait
till O is over.
faster.

going to school tmr,
to ask mrs yeo questions. :(
sometimes,
still can't help
but to worry about the results.
anyway,
weiling & linshan
already booked their air tickets! :(
we were discussing about
the trip to taiwan in the afternoon.
haha.
very excited, yeah!

late now.
gotta have my sleep.
all the best everyone!

● Sunday, October 12, 2008

hi guys!
it's a sunday, yeah!
but not for me
to go out shopping
but to stay at home
& S-T-U-D-Y.

god.
i don't know what
to study you know?
it's either that
i had already got those
things in my head (which i don't think so)
or i don't have the mood
to study. (yes,yes,yes!)
all i know is to sleep,
like a pig.
oink.

7 more days.
and 1 more month,
you won't see me around...
cause
i will be flying in the sky!
all the best everyone!

back to work!

● Saturday, October 11, 2008

i had got so much
to say yesterday
but i didn't know what to.
all the best everyone!
thanks for everything.

i want a hamster.
i still prefer guinea pigs
but guinea pigs are quite
difficult to handle
& im afraid that
i might make them suffer.
i want a hamster, now.
but i think
i don't have the time
to take good care of them.
but i still want, haha.
i want them to accompany me!

didn't study much
these few days.
just want to sleep.
8 more days.
my god..............
give me my As!
i don't know if i am
putting enough effort. (which i don't think so)
i believe,
other ppl out there
are working double harder than me.
i don't know what results i will get
& i am really worried.
i hope i am doing enough.

im havin tummy aches today. :(
i hope i will not get
tummy aches during exams
because i am too nervous.
O is here,
really here.
i think i need to relax myself.
haha.
so,
bye!

● Friday, October 10, 2008